So
Outclaw was a pedo
Of course he was
Hiding behind a mask once again, twisting my feelings
Despite the warnings I felt
I didn’t want to believe
I didn’t want to believe I was right
It wasn’t real love
I am a disgrace, a lonely being who thought they knew what was right
Even the others said so but I didn’t listen
Now look, I’m lonely once more with a broken heart and having know someone trying to use me.
At least in the end my body and mind backed out for my safety before the truth was revealed.
So I’ve been focusing on other things
Despite it coming back
Because I can’t run from the truth
I am weak.
As strong as I think I am I know nothing. I see these things and say I know, but I don’t.
I’m just a kid
A lost, lonely kid
A kid who wishes they could be mature…
I might as well explain
OK so
I have some kind of DID stuff.
The voices are people now, very REAL people. They help me(most of the time), sometimes take over, etc.
I first realized this when one of them, Rainbow, took over when some drama happened and she got mad. She appeared out of nowhere, stemming from the drama. Needless to say, I had to apologize to some people because she tried to kick everyone's ***.
Next instance was actually yesterday when I got super depressed and another one took over, although more sad and cryptic. Unlike Rainbow though we don't know his name or what he looks like. He doesn't know either. We have decided to call him Anon.
How many more will pop up? No idea, but they are here now and they might occasionally take over or want to chat so uh…
Secrets
Skylar snuck around the cave with a wide grin on her face, her wings tucked at her side. Nix was finally gone, and she had managed to get away from the other creatures and towards the dorms where they slept. She knew sneaking around was wrong, but she didn’t care, as long as she could snoop around in Nix’s room.
She turned the corner and faced the door to his quarters, and grabbed the knob with her hand, twitching with anticipation. She tried to turn it, only to find it locked. Dang it.
She looked through the keyhole. Darkness. She frowned, before checking her pockets. She found a lock pick, something she had managed to steal from the stupid feline, who also snuck around frequently. She shoved it in the key hole and started to move it, focusi…
What is an Identity?
Something I don't have.
I've had tons of issues with identity, in the past and currently.
Am I trans? Am I gay? Am I a guy? Am I both? Am I John? Am I Nix? Am I a human? Am I a Dragon? Am I insane? Am I calm? Am I sadistic? Am I bad? Am I good? Am I neutral? Am I just nothing?
I have no idea. I've tried to make choices about things, especially gender, but I always change my mind because I feel different. I constantly change my pfp because I can't find one that suits me. I constantly change my username, here and on discord because at some points it doesn't feel right. And I hate it.
I didn't know why I was like this, I'm still not sure. I have identity issues and I'm not sure what to do. I just want to find something to be, something I won't ch…
I Feel Like Writing
Blizzard glanced at the small figure of a dragonet, the fierce blizzard raging around them. He wasn't sure how they weren't fazed by the harsh cold as they gazed up at him, eyes wide and bright. They reached a talon out to him, and there was a strong cold, before he heard crackling. Looking down, he saw a thick frost now covering his chest as the dragonet drew their talons away in shock and fear. The cold didn't bother him much, as he was more concerned on how they managed to do that.
"I-I sorry," they croaked, fearful. Blizzard only took a step forward, before bending down to meet their gaze. Their scales were a dark, navy blue that was almost black, with their talons covered in white, frosty cracks. Frostscales, but only in one place? he …